Wednesday, November 15, 2006!
it's 11:28 pm now
life and death.
yea, its unpredictable.
newborns arrive at this world,
followed by death.
all who are born, are going to be dead.
its jus a matter of time.
its gonna be my grandpa's one month death anniversary.
it coincides with my last paper. on e 23rd.
all these while, being at home with my grandma jus remind me the life i used to had with both my grandparents.
the same dining table where my grandpa used to sit.
the same bed my grandpa laid during his last moments.
and everything.
i rmbed what he said to me before he slipped into coma the next morning.
it was 11plus that night.
everyone was there.
i stood by e corner seeing my relatives comforting him.
he saw me, and reprimanded me for not going to sleep.
that's the last words he said to me.
aft which, i hear nth from him again.
when he was hospitalised,
he mistook a nurse as me,
and asked me to go home and study for my a-levels.
from all i know, my grandpa really care alot for me.
its jus that i din know how to appreciate at that time.
now that he's gone, its jus too late.
i was too young then when my maternal grandparents passed away.
i din know how the feeling was like when you lost someone dear to you.
now i know.
i attended the wake, the funeral, the cremation and everything.
everything is just so heart-breaking.
life is fragile. yes it is.