losing something you love is painful. indeed it is. how can i put it? how can i describe the way im feeling now. no words can describe. a dog had left us at 5.30pm yesterday. a dog that had been with us for the past 13 or 14 years. a dog that had seen me grew up. everything will comes to an end eventually. i din get to see the dog when it passed away. and now, i din get to send the dog off for cremation due to school. the next thing i know, mayb i will get to see his ash. does crying help? i hope it does.