Sunday, May 28, 2006!
it's 1:43 am now
i want to have a change.
i want things to get better.
im outta here. anywhere. where i can stop thinking abt anything. be it studies, relationships, future, family watever..
who say i doesnt wan to change? i tried. and im tired. i've been trying since years ago. i reali tried. but all the most it leads me to nowhere. mayb a few mins of changes. and i will be back to the same old one again the next min. im reali tired. i dowan to drag anyone down again. mayb its time..
and im not making a molehill out of a mountain. i dun think this is a small matter. its serious to me. it will accumulates and accumulates. i noe wat will be the consequences and i seriously wans to make it better.. i've gone thru things that i bring upon to myself and i doesnt wan it to happen again..