bingo! i din go to school today.. hate to go school totally..
i lost the motivation to study.. all i know is to worry abt the major examinations that is coming in 5 months time yet it doesnt bring me to anywhere to start studying.. especially mathematics.. totally no confidence in scoring at the subject.. i shld be happy enough if i could pass my mid year mathematics.. now that subject seems to be an ailen to me.. whenever i flipped open the book, all i could understand would be.. 1+1=2 and nth else.. i tried doing the tutorials, but im basically stuck at every question.. so i ended up doing nth and practically giving up and daydreaming in class the next day.. sometimes i reali regret not taking up additional mathematics back in my secondary school days.. its a struggle now.. haiz. no point brooding over spilt milk now...