Tuesday, May 09, 2006!
it's 8:18 pm now
today was rather a bad day.
first, i argued with him early in the morning.
second, was reali tired aft all the quarrelings and mood-swinging, din reali pay attention in class. wat's new?
third, joyce and me were being outcasted by our dear gp teacher, mr goon.
well, mr goon was trying to divide the class into groups of five. when it came to my group of friends, fyi, it consist of 7 ppl.. it difficult for him to divide i guess.. he counted.. and divdies the people beside joyce and me, and telling us that we are redundant. -_- so we ended up nowhere. wat the hell.. din reali cared much so i took out my chemistry notes to study.. who cares anyway.. if i knew it eariler, i wun be attending the stupid lesson which has a 1.5 hr break in between.. its a total waste of time..
yes, going to school is a bore.. today's chemistry lecture is a torture. the lecturer was going so so so damn fast that no one can catch wat she's trying to explain.. needless to say, no one understands.. she flashed one slide followed by another without pausing, and the notes are hard to follow, cos you will hav to rephrase the sentences on the slides and fill in the blanks on ur own.. and now you noe, she clicked like a bullet train, and when u tried to copy all the watever notes on the slides and the slide jus went to the next one, the thoughts and feelings is jus unbearable.. its jus very frustrating.. nearly had an emotional outburst during lec.. to think that im so so so lag behind of my friends.. due to my vball competitions that just ended last week.. i jus feel that im not catching up.. everything i noe is not enough.. whatever.. no point complaining... i wan to leave this place..