Wednesday, March 08, 2006!
it's 10:25 pm now
shall update. update update update.
had my worst tests eveeerrr today. biology and chemistry. as usual. i think i will flunk. both of it. end of term one. term two is coming.. 3 months had passed.. another 3 den 3 den wat next? advance level examinations. wat the heck..
i miss volleyball. i miss the fun time we had.. i jus miss playing with no stress.. today had a heart to heart talk during training. or rather to other people. i jus kept quiet. din know wat to sae nor how to feel.. whatever it is.. its my personalilty. i dun reali open myself to people. i bottle things up. that's rather bad.. to forget all these bottled up feelings, i jus go crazy and laugh like nobody's business. hoping to forgot the unhappiness inside me.. volleyball used to be something i looked forward to, to put away all the textbooks and studies, stress, tests, homework... yada yada.. but now.. everything is changing... competition coming up.. but nonetheless.. jiayou girls!!
too much things bothering me.. jus trying to untie each of the knots..