Thursday, September 15, 2005!
it's 5:36 pm now
great. counting down to doom day - promos - 13 days.
everyone was basically mugging. i was too. but i doubt anything went in. i simply forget everything i studied the previous day. kinda sad.
well i guess i hav to rely on myself. but how well can i do? jus a pass. over and done. so wat i studied so much. when i stepped into e exam room. i simply forget everything and my brain jus went dead. tat wat happen during bio common test. basically stoning at the essay qns which cost me 20 marks. hais. reali devastated. if tat gonna happen to promos again.. be prepared to fail terribly and hor-ri-bly.
jus feel so stupid. 12 yrs of education ruined me.
life hav already reached the turning point. whr everything is gg against the current. the flow. the usual me. jus wonder if it gonna turn for the better or WORST. im prepared to accept.
feeling reali down n pessmistic abt life. sorry for all the bad mood. ha. jus nt being me. jus ignore me when im not being myself. ha. i promised i will be me again aft promos. -.-
nv felt this way b4. nt only studies. but to u too.