Wednesday, August 31, 2005!
it's 7:31 pm now
din hav a great time today.. was feeling rather down.. hmmm.. first was jj stupid "celebrations".. asked us to go sch for SO CALLED celebrations which last for half an hour. -.- the mass dance thingy isnt fun at all. no atmosphere unlike orientation days. haiz. mayb i was feeling rather stressed up till i hav no mood to dance. promos is like ONE month aft. all i can think of is promos and promos. no dance no fun nth..
aft tat met my sec sch frens to go back to cck.. and cck is another stupid sch too.. we arent allowed to go in aft 3pm! dotz. wat de la. stupid security guards.. the stupid sch actually set up a security guard house and employed security guards. dot. they scared terriostists come ah. hu wan to set bomb la. stupid. wasted my time again. waited frm 10 plus till 3.. dot see how much time i hav wasted. i can be studying for tat period of time. or even go back home and slp.. roam ard mac n lot 1.. saw alot of my juniors. how wish i can be like em.. still living in secondary sch lives. i dun wanna grow up.. i dun wanna be in jc.. i dun wanna study.. i jus wan to lead a simple life. i dun wanna competition. i dun wanna exams.. i dun wanna be retained.. i jus wan myself back.. =( realli very sad......
im driving myself crazy.. go back sec sch make my day even more worst.. memories.. be it sweet or sad.. all flashed back.. the corridors.. the canteen.. the classrooms.. were once where i hang ard.. were once where i grew up.. were once where i learnt my lessons.. were once where i had many many experiences.. were once where u n me....... teachers went ard asking me.. how's both of u? how am i supposed to ans.. am i supposed to be happy? sad? i dunno.. i jus smiled and said nth... memories shall always be..i noe u wun and nv will be reading this.. but i reali hope u r happy..
if i have a chance.. i wan to start my jc life all over again.. i jus wan myself back.. stressed up me.. go away.. away away away from me.... pls go away.....