Friday, July 29, 2005!
it's 11:05 pm now
friday, 29th july 2004.. oops. 2005.. hahaz.. i'm still living in e yr 2004.. haha..
how i wish tat i'm still in 2004.. to take O levels again.. O levels as compared to wat i'm going thru, and as well as other jc ppl, it's nothing. it's peanuts!! hahaz.. peanuts.. (fav quote since nkf backslash) hahahahaha.. i screwed up my chem spa yesterday.. haiz. forgot to write colour change.. sian la.. cant decide wat colour to write. in e end forgot to fill in at e end of prac... stupid brain of mine.. suffering from severe STM loh..
basically this whole wk is in a total mess. i mean studies only. hahaz. flunked this, screwed up tat, messed up every of my tests. this feeling sarks. and shucks! common test is jus two weeks after. how am i going to pass man.. not thinking abt getting good grades.. i'm stressed up..
volleyball.. my only way to de-stress. to free me away frm all pressure from studies.. ha. shall not think abt studies anymore. it's friday. volleyball broke it's record today. hahaz. wat i mean was the number of ppl attended trg today.. haha.. most of em had learning journey and stuffs. and we started trg wif erm... 4 ppl? wahahaha.. darn pathetic.. but it's quite fun la. when wil i say it's not fun? hahaz.. and kanna hit by the stupid ball twice.. dotz.. nose flat liao.. hahaz..
was feeling rather down.. mainly by studies.. haix.. jus cant get those stupid concepts into my mind.. nevertheless.. i'm not gonna giv up.. determination, perseverence and hardwork are the key factors ya.. shall live on to it.. self-discipline self-motivation. haha.. wat crap.. lol..
oh ya. beautiful soul. nice song. meaningful lyrics. =) mayb it describe how i feel ya? ha..